I often come back to a simple question.
How can we care for the Earth outside of us, if we are not also caring for the Earth within us?
I spent years working on the external version of this. Carbon numbers, emissions data, strategies, reports. I loved it, and I still do. But somewhere in the middle of it I noticed something uncomfortable: I was asking businesses to slow down, measure, and choose more carefully, while I was running myself at a pace that had no measurement and no limit at all.
I think of it as two landscapes. The external Earth — forests, oceans, soil, air. And the internal Earth — our thoughts, emotions, beliefs, patterns, and the way we relate to ourselves.
The two are not separate. They mirror each other more than we realise.
When our internal Earth feels chaotic, disconnected, or overwhelmed, it becomes much harder to live in a way that feels steady and sustainable externally. We rush. We consume. We react. We disconnect. We buy the thing because it's quicker. We say yes because it's easier than the conversation. None of it makes us bad people — it just means there's very little space left in us to choose.
I see it in the businesses I work with too. The ones that make genuine, lasting change are rarely the ones with the loudest targets. They're the ones with enough internal steadiness to be honest about where they actually are, and patient enough to keep going when it's unglamorous.
But when we begin to tend to our inner world — even in small ways — something shifts. We start to slow down. We start to notice. We start to choose differently.
For me, the small ways are genuinely small. Walking without headphones. Eating without my phone. Noticing when I've said yes out of guilt rather than want. Nothing you'd put on a poster. But they add up into a different pace of being, and from that pace, better choices come more naturally than they ever did from discipline.
It doesn't begin with systems or solutions.
It begins with you. With me. With us.
Because sustainability isn't only something we apply to the planet — it's something we practise within ourselves first.
And if that feels like a lot right now, start with one thing this week. One walk, one honest no, one moment of noticing. The inner Earth responds to attention the same way soil does. Slowly, and then all at once.
With love,
Kaylea x
From my essentials
What sits alongside this reflection.
Reading that helped me hold the inner and the outer Earth in the same hand.
Mike Berners-LeeThere Is No Planet B"Hopeful without being naive. It turned overwhelm into something actionable."View book ↗
Thich Nhat HanhZen and the Art of Saving the Planet"It gave me a way to stay engaged with the world's pain without burning out."View book ↗
Mike Berners-LeeHow Bad Are Bananas?"It changed how I shop, eat and travel — in small, sustainable ways."View book ↗
Yoram Bauman & Grady KleinThe Cartoon Introduction to Climate Change"It made a heavy topic approachable without ever dumbing it down."View book ↗
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